I’m now just shy of two weeks out uniform and I’m still sort of floating in a sea of uncertainty and confusion.
So much to do and so little time to do it because we are moments away from Christmas. I used to so love Christmas when things were “normal” but this year I’ve not even managed to shop for my girls yet.
No one tells you just how difficult it is to get out, all the red tape, appointments, people to call and
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More new beginnings?! I don’t know how many more new beginnings I can handle right now!
What’s funny is I’ve been excited for this day, the day that I would be free to do as I please. It’s been months in the making, much fear and uncertainty mixed in with so much excitement at what the future will hold until today… The day of reckoning I suppose, the day that I actually
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We’ve touched a bit on forgiveness, something I was still working on (shit, still am) and something still very foreign to me at the time (given I still had this idea of “fair” and “just” in my mind).
I was starting to see that I was still holding onto anger in many ways, anger at the systems I’d been dealing with, anger at the military for the treatment I was receiving while dealing with the situation, anger at
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